current weight: failure.
its a constant battle in my mind. right or wrong right or wrong right or wrong. its a hopeless battle.
good god i just want some cigarettes :c
I have such bad anxiety that anytime i eat its a constant battle in my head. every bite is one step closer to panic city. but at the same time, i love food. with a great passion. i love ALMOST everything about food. do tell me youve never been terrified of something you love.